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Friday, February 04, 2005

I am 23. This coming March, I will be 24. Between now and 28, I wanna be prepared for what's ahead. I wanna be able to provide for my future family, to be able to let them experience the good things I had gone through (e.g. good education, material security, chance of travel) and even more (a significant lesson learned from my professor, Mr. Bayana, way back in sophomore year) That gives me four years... four years to earn real money which will help me survive the family life. I know, i know you can never be prepared enough financially when you're starting a family unless of course you're one of the Lopezes, Ayala de Zobels, Cojuancos and others although it's good to earn your OWN money for you to be able to value real hard work and enjoy the fruit of your labor. The million dollar question now is, how will i do that?!? Let me put it this way, I have tried to sweat it out in Manila but it's always never enough, I know I am still single and yet it's still not enough. Now, I am trying my luck in other places which will give me new hope, new beginning but before I left my inang bayan I was decided that I am not gonna settle anywhere else but my home, where I grew up. Four years is good enough I thought, but I want to spend a good one year with my family before getting settled and committed, I wanna be able to enjoy my singlehood to the fullest before getting engaged. And by the way, if you're wondering what's with the age 28 deadline for? That's the age I wanna get married and I hope by that time I am ready emotionally and financially for married life.

*Sigh* That's what I want, honestly speaking. No bullcrap! I wanna be spending my whole 27th year with my family and get married at 28, which gives me three years to work my ass off for moolah. Aaaaaaarghhhh! Is it really about the money? I don't know, I don't think so... but how will I be able to survive? Tell me... if you have advise for a confused soul, just lemme know. If only my parents especially my mom can hear me out, if only she can read my mind, if only she understands the situation I am in, if only she can truly help me...

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2:07 PM